Why the hell did I decide to catch up?

I've been listening to you guys for a couple of years or more and I've always been way behind because I wanted to listen to every single episode in chronological order and eventually catch up. Now that I've succeeded, what the fuck am I supposed to do with my life? Cry in silence waiting for the next upload? Find a hobby? LISTEN TO OTHER PODCASTS? Jfc I'm so dumb.
btw K'Cseawnne is my favorite but I'm too poor for Venmo, sorryyy <3